Hello Matt and Everyone
I do see That today It's father's day In the USA in Australia Father's day is In September.
I am sharing This post to share More about me Here. and To Say to anyone here That Has lost a Dad Or Had a Difficult Relationship with their Earth Dads Your Not alone
My Parents Hated each other they and I Grew up atheist. Their Marriage only Lasted 11 months after I was Born They Had Twins My brother and my sister My Dad got Married Three times In his Life.
Iam a Survivor Of domestic violence From My Dad and his Third wife Ley She was the Fakest Christian I have Never Known.
My mother Never dated or Married Again She has a Negative View of Marriage.
Me and My siblings Had to choose Between both which Parent we would choose I was always a Daddy's Girl From The Start. they both blamed Each other for their Marriage not Lasting. At 17 I choose to Leave My Mother and Live with My Dad that Turned Out to Be a Abusive situation he was a Prison officer He had PTSD
But Me and My Dad's Bond was complex But we always Bonded Over Iced coffee and Music.
My Dad Gave me a Brilliant Music Education He Taught me at 18 about Pink Floyd i Even Sat down and Watched the Pink Floyd The Wall Movie And He taught about Steve Earle He Loved Nickelback And Ozzy Osbourne and Aerosmith And Phill Collins And David Bowie and since My Dad Died from Brain cancer Three Years ago. The Music He Loves and Taught Me has Become very Important to Me.
I Do Love my Dad Iam in counselling But I do Want to say that It's Not Easy to Fully Accept the Unconditional Love and Mercy and Peace of the Heavenly Father with a Earth Dad wound But Iam Trying
Here Is a Photo Of my Dad Brad
God Rest your Soul Dad